That one-time screaming actually helped me

Last two days have been really hectic. I already talked about yesterdays experience but it didn’t stop there.
I was still in the process of moving stuff today. I had a lot more to do. Many things to move and fix. But in spite of yesterdays hassles, I was optimistic about today. I woke up and got ready for the day. But it started off on the wrong foot. The phone service was still not working. I needed to make some calls but couldn't. Since I couldn’t make the call, I missed on an appointment with a guy setting up the washlet in my new place. I need my washlet set up, but no, I couldn’t contact him. Thank you AU!
After that I had some more things to do. I don’t want to get into details, but things weren’t going well. To make matters worse, I got to the location I wanted to go but one wrong turn made me lose 30 minutes. I had to go all the back and around just to come back to the same spot. One stupid turn.
At that moment I was almost losing my calm. I was frustrated with all the negatives of the past two days. The only thing I felt like doing was screaming. It was only me, in the car. All alone. I just screamed. Screamed at the events that happened, screamed at meaningless things. I don’t know why, seconds letter I felt calm again. I didn’t scream at anyone or at myself. I just screamed and things calmed down. It was something I never experienced before.